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Summer Brennan's avatar

It's the last day of Essay Camp!! 🎉🎉🎉

Thank you all so much for doing this with me. This morning I wrote 1,090 words in a five things draft, then worked on a Substack essay about my new essay series (an essay on essays about essays!). I've actually been working on this series since the spring, but wasn't able to finalize it before now. I'm going to do a deep dive into each of the different essay forms, what they do, and how to write them. If that is of interest to you, be sure to subscribe!💜

During the past five days of Essay Camp I have managed to write 5,533 words in five things drafts. I have already taken some of the material from the second day and crafted it into a 655-word personal essay—(I'm really drawn to working in a shorter format these days when it comes to personal topics). This one is actually very personal, so I don't know if I'll be publishing it here, or if I will save it for the collection I'm putting together. However I have ALSO edited five other short essays from material produced in the past two weeks that I WILL be sharing, so if you're interested in seeing what I was able to make from my own freewriting exercises, those will start going out on Thursday.

Thank you again for participating, and please tell me how it went for you in the comments! 🖋⛺️💜

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Barbara Simmons's avatar

I really enjoyed the 5 things approach, I'll be keeping that up for a while. I've done a lot of work and had a good breakthrough on an essay series I was working on before. But I've also got I think three other pieces developing from the 5 things writings. And thank you so very much for the structure, the encouragement, and the deadline for a finished piece. I so need deadlines.

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Summer Brennan's avatar

They can really help!

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Ken's avatar

I've been writing all week but it sort of feels like I just got started.

I love the fresh blank page of the "write five things" prompt! I used that prompt all five days and I didn't care if I ran out of time on two days and only wrote two things and three things those day.

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Summer Brennan's avatar

That is great! A bunch of us are going to keep doing the prompts every day for the rest of the month if you would like to join. We'll be checking in via the Substack Chat feature.

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Ruth Cooper-Dickson's avatar

I’ve just finished the five things and I’ve definitely got the bones to write my 2K word essay by November 12th, I’m going to go for it and join the 5 things prompt every day this month too 🥰 Thanks Summer this has been fabulous 💃🏼

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Addie's avatar

The notes you made for each day of this week were themselves a joy to read. Everything was so lovingly put together. Thank you for this experience. Someday, in some capacity, I'd be curious to learn more about why you think finishing matters even when you're not exactly feeling it...what that experience of wrapping up even a very imperfect thing can do for your practice.

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Summer Brennan's avatar

Thanks Addie! In a way, I'm taking a page out of why working as a newspaper beat reporter can be such a great training for writers. You don't have a choice but to finish something on deadline, even when the material is less than what you wanted. It's not that finishing matters more when you're not feeling it than when you are feeling it, per se, but more that finishing things, or bringing them to a more finished state, even an interim finished state at the very least, is the only way that we can really start training our instincts. If we can't do it when it's hard, then we won't end up doing it very often at all. It's easy but not very productive to be the author of perfect, imaginary things. You know what I mean? It's much harder to contend with the reality of the book you must ACTUALLY write, rather than the perfect, theoretical book, the perfect, theoretical essay, etc. Unless we only want to write for the enjoyable or therapeutic process, then it's extremely important to finish things so that we can get better. This is true for any writer who intends for their work to be read.

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Addie's avatar

Thank you for sharing, that's very helpful. I've written some magazine pieces and there of course, like newspaper articles, you have to wrap things up on schedule. Personal essays feel like a slightly different beast to me--getting things "right" can feel like a mining job with many layers. Sometimes I'm working to link disparate ideas and stories and I'm not sure where it's coming from or how to pull it all together. More practice is probably the answer. I've been away a long time. And then still, it's a major challenge, translating the complexity of what's in you onto the page.

This all reminds me of what Anne Patchett wrote: "Were I smarter, more gifted, I could pin down a closer fascilime of the wonders I see. I believe that, more than anything else, this grief of having to face down our own inadequacies is what keeps people from being writers...I can't write the book I want to write, but I can and will write the book I am capable of writing."

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Summer Brennan's avatar

perfect

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Carey Miller's avatar

Thank you Sumner! I did the five things prompt on four of the five days and noticed when I looked at it this morning that a couple of themes emerged. One in particular is , like yours, very personal and I’m not sure I’d publish it. But on your advice here, I’m going to at least write it and see where it goes. And I’m going to continue the practice for the rest of the month. I think feeling stalled in my writing has something to do with telling the truth and being authentic--being a little too mannered in my writing. So if I can tell the unfiltered truth at least to myself with this practice, that’s a good start. I’ll be checking in here and look forward to seeing your work! Thanks again.

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Summer Brennan's avatar

That's great Carey! It can be hard when we start censoring ourselves, or if we're concerned about writing things we can't share. But I think that any writing *as writing* where we're honing our craft, even if we don't share the result, will ultimately help whatever other writing we do.

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Cricket Kaminski's avatar

I've shown up every day but in the "I hate everything I've written" camp. Maybe this is just where I'm at in my life (suffering through severe depression and burnout) but all I've managed to write is a bunch of journal-y whiney blurbs and when I dig through what I've written I'm struggling to find a thread I can pull at in order to create anything coherent or cohesive. Guess I'll just keep trudging through! Thank you so much for doing this btw, I needed an alternative to NaNo.

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Summer Brennan's avatar

Thank you Cricket! I've been there. And it's such a hard place. If you can make a really bad essay out of what you've written that's around 600 words long or so, go for it! You can even try to make it bad on purpose. But if it's too much, that's okay too. You can keep doing the exercises if it calls to you. I'm going to be checking in with the continuing essay campers in Substack Chat, so please join us if you want.

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Mary Hutto Fruchter's avatar

You showed up, and that is everything! Sometimes we can’t see what’s growing underground.

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Summer Brennan's avatar

Exactly this. Showing up is 99% of it. Honestly showing up when it's so hard is much more impressive than sitting down, having a good idea, and churning something up.

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Bill Fonda's avatar

Here’s the finished essay! It’s a compilation of notes I took during the Five Things exercises, when I realized there appeared to be a bit of a theme! The note-collecting of the past four days may also lead to some other stuff. https://billswritingplace.wordpress.com/2023/11/05/everything-is-time/

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Summer Brennan's avatar

Thanks Bill! Well done!

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Bill Fonda's avatar

Thank you! It’s been fun!

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Sheree Shatsky's avatar

Thank you so much, Summer.

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Summer Brennan's avatar

Thank you Sheree, you're participation has meant so much.

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Lisa Dearen's avatar

Day Five, the last day of Essay Camp, and I learned so much. About the different structures of essays, how to get myself to write each day (show up with the 5-things prompt, and wait to see what develops), and the wide world of beautiful writing that Summer rounded up for us. Thank you, Summer! I’m proud of myself, and appreciate you creating this experience for all of us.

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Bob Barlow's avatar

I wish I could have done this but press of work prevented it! I did follow along each day, however. Thanks for offering this. Next time!

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Summer Brennan's avatar

Next time!

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Marie A Bailey's avatar

Kudos to me for getting through all five days of Essay Camp this time ;-) No major personal emergencies got in my way (thank goodness).

Thank you so much, Summer, for hosting Essay Camp. Your instruction, encouragement, and recommended readings are priceless. I've learned that I need to write a lot before I really start writing, and that's okay. The bulk of what I wrote over these five days won't ever be published or shared, but getting the words out and down has been therapeutic and cleared the way for me to write what I need to write.

I do plan to continue this practice for the next 25 days. It can't hurt :-)

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Summer Brennan's avatar

You did it!!!! And that's great that you'll be continuing. Your support has meant so much. 💜

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Mary Hutto Fruchter's avatar

I am playing “Taps” on the horn to close out camp and to show my gratitude Summer. This came at the right time for me. I’m going to finish my memoir draft this month. I started it over two years ago before our foster son came to live with us, and now I know it’s time. I’m in the project now, and I know I will finish and this is such a gift. Here is the short essay I wrote this week if anyone wants to check it out. It has audio. It’s about how much truth we are required to share in our stories.

https://pocketfulofprose.substack.com/p/bypassing-the-jugular

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Summer Brennan's avatar

Taps! That's perfect, thank you! And congratulation of nearing completion on your draft. That is huge. Bravo.

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Carey Miller's avatar

Thank you, Summer! I did the five things prompt on four of the five days and noticed when I looked at it this morning that a couple of themes emerged. One in particular is , like yours, very personal and I’m not sure I’d publish it. But on your advice here, I’m going to at least write it and see where it goes. And I’m going to continue the practice for the rest of the month. I think feeling stalled in my writing has something to do with telling the truth and being authentic--being a little too mannered in my writing. So if I can tell the unfiltered truth at least to myself with this practice, that’s a good start. I’ll be checking in here and look forward to seeing your work! Thanks again

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Andrew Beaton's avatar

Thank you, Summer. The lessons are helpful. I will continue now, with more structure than I had been thinking about before for sure.

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Summer Brennan's avatar

Thanks Andrew!

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Emily Kaminsky's avatar

Thank you for essay camp! I wrote an essay on "trying" (a la the French verb for trying, "essayer"). https://open.substack.com/pub/thingsnoonecaresaboutbutme/p/you-are-an-essayist?r=789qr&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

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Claire Ernst's avatar

Thank you so much for Essay Camp. It could not have come at a better time for me. I had been in the research phase of a book project and knew that I needed to start writing. Your daily emails, suggestions and encouragement were just the nudge I needed. At the end of Camp, I've got some good bits, and more importantly the beginnings of a framework, and (of course) more things to research.

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